time wasted.

good news: i'm done with zachary. i told him i can't deal with this anymore. i can't be in this state when he gets a girlfriend. it would kill me. i told him that i'm not going to his apartment until i'm over him. he's not happy. i love zachary, but i just can't do it anymore. i can't keep putting so much time and effort into a relationship that's not even there. it's not fair to me

bad news: i'm done with zachary and it's killing me. i've been having breakdowns. i cry all the time. i know it'll get better but... it's too difficult right now.

i'm at iwu. who knew that being at iwu would actually make me feel better. i'm staying with zach and dave. they've made me happy. they've made me feel a little better. they've made me forget.