sleeping man. lame.

this man fell asleep in my computer lab at work today. hella lame.

boys.

my boys.

sadie.

this is my dog, sadie. i love her.

i'm taking sharon's advice and completely changing my blog. from this point on, i'm going to be posting photos of things/people that i enjoy and/or things that inspire me. i probably won't have time to do it every day, but i will make an effort.

so now you will see the world through my eyes. enjoy.

memories.

I need to rid my mind of the memories that consume it. I just dont know how.

stay with her.

well, i hope you stay with her. she'll make you miserable. i'm always right as you know. she'll make you miserable. don't ever break up with her. she'll make you miserable. oh, i hope you stay with her. she'll make you miserable. and that's what you deserve. she'll make you miserable, as she should.




[melissa mowat]

unfairly attacked.

is it fair that i'm being attacked for something i cannot control?

one of my good friends is putting a lot of strain on our friendship. she is very jealous of me for some reason. i can't help the situation, though. it's not my fault. i've done and said everything possible to relieve her worries, but she apparently doesn't care. i don't know how to handle her anymore. i'm starting to get really annoyed.

free at last.

i have a feeling that everything's going to be all right.
i'm finally free.

the lame shall enter first.

paint my face so you won't have to see these scars again. i'll never hurt you. only love you. break this curse of wanting what i know i'll never have. your embrace. your forbidden taste. and your love. yeah, come on. i'm going to take you to the back room baby. yeah, come on. give yourself away. let me find my worth within your hands. and i will worship you until you make me a man with your love. yeah, come on. i'm going to take you to the back room baby. yeah, come on.



[they've shot flanigan]

finally an update.

i haven't updated my blog in a long time. here's what is new...

1. i haven't actually moved yet. jess and i have an apartment waiting for us, but we have to wait until they lease their house. i'm still searching for jobs as well. no luck thus far, but it's ok. i know God will provide.

2. zachary has recently started contacting me. apparently his life is in shambles. what he wants from me, i don't know. i'm just trying to be nice to him because he has nobody else. and for those of you who are concerned, i have not seen him. i've just briefly talked to him a few times. it's ok... i'm ok...

3. indiana has FINALLY started giving me money. damn them for taking so long!

4. i met a fabulous guy from columbus. matt is his name. he's fantastic... always sarcastic and witty... just like me. :)

5. i miss my friends. a lot.