dysfunction.

"he and i had something beautiful but so dysfunctional it couldn't last. i loved him so, but i let him go cause i knew he'd never love me back. such pain is this, shouldn't have to be experienced..."

i have spent the last two years of my life doing anything and everything for Zachary. i've spent the last two years trying to make him love me like i love him. i know he never will, and i know it's best he doesn't. my heart is broken, though. i don't think it can ever be fixed.

i need help letting go. i'm not strong enough.