update.

i'm giving you an update on my life.

boys: they suck. real bad. they make my life hell. well, he does. i don't know what to say anymore. i love him. i can honestly say that i love him, but i don't know why. he's mean to me, even when i do everything for him. i buy him things. i clean his house. i forgive him time after time. the biggest problem? he likes someone else. he talks about her constantly and it makes my heart hurt. i get nauseous and throw up. i've tried to let go. i've tried, but i just can't. it's too difficult. sigh. i don't know what to do. this situation is tearing me apart. it's breaking me down...

school: i'm transferring to iusb. i'm majoring in human resource management and minoring in psychology.

job: i love it.

family: i'm never home. i hate being there. all i ever do is argue with them. i'm moving out at the end of the summer. i'm probably moving to mishawaka.

that's all for now.