boys. drive me crazy.

we all know that i tend to make bad choices when it comes to relationships, which is why i'm taking this slow. i had a little discussion about this boy with stacy the other night and i didn't really like him at that time but now.. now i do. i can't help it. he's very respectful. he makes me smile. he's intelligent. he's sarcastic (yes!). he loves music (which is sort of an understatement). he's sweet. he's cute. we had "the talk" last night and decided we would take things slow and just see where things go. i'm nervous.. but happy. i know my friends will probably think i'm stupid, but i need their support anyway.

one big problem with this (for me) is zach. i'm getting together with him this week to discuss what's happening between me and the guy. i'm scared. i'm really scared. i know he'll be angry. i know he'll make things awkward. i want to be friends with him, though. i want to make things work... i'm just scared.