boo.

so spring break is over. i got nauseous just thinking about coming back to iwu. i got even more nauseous on my way. i hate this place.

i saw zachary last night. he was supposed to call and tell me what time to come over, but did he? no. i texted him and told him i'd send his birthday gift/card to him later this week. he instantly texted me back and said "hey, just come over now." yeah. so i went. right when i got there, i handed him his birthday stuff, and we sat down at his kitchen table. he said thanks. i nodded. we didn't speak for at least five minutes after that. i was looking at him, and he was looking at the ground. finally, he said "jacki, you're making me uncomfortable because you're not talking." so we started talking. he eventually apologized for everything. it was a good conversation. i'm happier about things now. we're not going to see each other very often because of the distance and his job, but i think that the distance is a good thing. we're still gonna try to be friends. as long as he puts forth effort, i'll keep trying as well... i'm not going to lie. i missed him. a lot.


oh, and i'm just gonna let you all know... when i turn 21, i decided that i'm going to buy some patron. it's in all the hiphop songs, so it must be good, right? ha. i'm going to buy a bottle and make some good margaritas for me and my friends (who are of age, of course). it'll be a night to enjoy expensive tequila that people rap about. cheers.